I ask you for life?

What is life?
What is love?

What is vulnerability and why does it matter?

It’s not really getting me anywhere…

O dear sweet Jesus. Kill me. Deep inside me I long for death. I ask for death because I’m too much of a mess to stand anymore. I’m far gone to find my way back. I want my heart to stop beating inside my chest. Be still beating heart. I want death. I ask for death. Kill me God. Destroy my life and cause me to die. I can’t live anymore. Exchange my worthless life for someone desiring to live, but can’t due to illness. Take my life energy and give it to another. Let me switch places with an awesome man or woman of God dying, let them live and let me die. Kill me Lord. Fade me to nothing. May my blood become hard and my body stiff. My I know darkness and never light. May I never again awake and step out into day. End me O God. Stop me, kill me, take me. I am worthless and do not deserve to live.

-A Cry For Help

Help... what does it mean to help. Does anyone know how? Lord Jesus strike me with peace. Flood my soul with joy. Deliver me from evil.

A boy who is lost & wakes every day saying, “I don’t know what the f*** am I doing…”

What is he to do? Why does the very help he ask for not come?

What is he doing wrong?

Dare I ask.

-Pate